Who am I without you?

I recently ended a two and a half year long “relationship” with a person who was so wrong for me in so many ways.  

I didn’t want to go into all the crummy details, but you know, I just HAVE to talk to someone about it or I’m going to backslide and end up back with a guy (maybe not that guy, but A guy) just so I feel complete. 

Because I’ve realized I don’t believe I am whole when I’m alone and this is a lifelong issue for me. I would rather be with someone–anyone–than be completely alone. There. I said it. 

I’m an introverted person that needs an adult companion–even in theory–so I can feel complete.  

So my next few blog posts are going to be about what went wrong in this last relationship, because I need to take it out of the box and examine it, before I put it back on the shelf and hopefully learn from it.

Warning: It’s going to be personal and it might get really messy, so it may not be for everyone. You were warned.